Its times like these...

It's times like these that I wish you could fulfill your duties as my "big spoon."
It's times like these where I wish the miles upon miles that seperate us, diminished.
It's times like these where
I want to hear you say I love you
I want to see your smile
I want to feel your embrace
I want to lay so close to you that we become one
I want you to make me smile...

I miss you and that's saying the very least.
I hate you for being so addictive.
I love you and that's the hardest part.

Tonight, I said goodbye for good.
I want you to fight it...
but you don't want me anymore.

It's time like these where I wish you felt remotely connected to me...
like we used to be.

I'll miss you, terribly.